Well, I can't believe it but I think I'm sliding back down the slippery slope of depression! I can't believe it because I've only been out of the hospital for 11 days, and when I first got out, I really did feel good. But now I'm moving (and not to a place where I really want to live, although financially it'll be good), and I'm quickly losing the motivation to pack and sort and stuff. Also, I've already been told that I'm being laid off, but the actual date is happening next Thursday, and I still don't have another job! I can't seem to get that thought out of my head. Also, I think the new meds that they put me on in the hospital may be making me gain weight......bleh. I probably wouldn't mind quite so much if I felt like they were keeping my head above water, but I'm starting to feel like I'm drowning in depression again.
Oh help me!!
I'm barely hanging on