Yes.. there are doctors.. but, i dont know if i mentioned it: i managed to fool them!! both medical tests and doctors!! I dont want nobody to know, im already in hell.. & i dont want to make it worse.
Im not worry about suicidal thoughts... im worry about the overeating thing and ..how much ..it can destroy me. I guess its true what someone here said... there is no point in doing anything if im not going to like myself anyway... oh boy, oh boy: im stuck.