my ex rommaate. she was my friend for 2 or 3 years. she became my best friend in maybe 2006. i left my former best friend in dec 2006 because i thought she was worse than my roommate. moved in with her in 03/2007.

she had been using drugs, abusing meds, giving me meds that hadn't been prescribed to me (and me foolishly talking them because i didn't know about the allergic reactions that it can cause9, forcing me to use drugs, told me stuff like she wanted to kill herself and she was going to hurt herself but begged me not to call the hospital......

when i moved in with with her she told me she had stopped using drugs, but when i got out of the hospital (suicide attempt... mostly because of i felt i was trapped with her) i found a stash of ecstasy in the pantry and i decided to leave. moved out in 09/2007, i stopped talking to her in october 2007 because she had taken me out with some of her new friends, and they were also from the psych ward where she had been, and this one guy went to get bullets for her gun, was prolly a drug dealer, and stuff....

i told my sister and she told me to cease contact with her immediately because she was seriously disturbing my own recovery. and i did. i haven't talked to her since october 6th. she sent me very angry messages for maybe two or three months, i changed my number, dropped all of our mutual friends. which is a shame because now i have only a few friends but it doesn't matter.

if i had told her that i needed to recover, she would have told me i was a martyr. she often called me that without me exactly knowing why. i also started dating my current partner around when she broke up with hers and she didn't even know why she broke up. then she accused me of talking too much about my bf, though i mentioned him only when we met, which was maybe 3 times a month back then.

and she woke me up in the middle of the night because she had just had sex with her boss (married w/ kids) and felt bad. and i couldn't talk about anything. she wanted me to be with a married man so i could feel the way she does. so i could feel how it feels to be in an affair.

all that ridiculous stuff.

i just don't think i have to stand it. it makes me feel bad. i don't ever want a friend like that..

and now.... last night, yes in the middle of the night, she sent my dad a text, asking me where i had gone?

WHERE I HAD GONE?? away from her life obviously!

does she seriously think i want to be with her after six months of not talking to her? after changing my number so she could not contact me? after not even talking to any of our mutual friends? it clearly looks like i have changed my circle of friends.

she knew i was quitting our friendship. she told me she hated me, and she knew it was over.

i don't know what i can tell my dad to say to her, without giving her the wrong impression. dad suggested he would send hera text saying i want to be alone. but then it leaves her hoping one day i might come back.

but i'm not. i'm never coming back.