((((((((((( Fuzzy ))))))))))))

I meant to write this in PM but forgot so I'll write it publicly.

You say you're going to make a dr appt this week. Just think - when you go to the dr - WHEN you go - you'll know for sure, good news or not. if it's good news - you'll have wasted three years worrying over something that could have been easily cured. if it's bad news - at least you'll KNOW rather than wondering for the NEXT few years if you're about to drop dead. You will be able to handle it even if it is bad news, Fuzzy. And of course there is always the support here, whatever the problem is.

Fuzzy you've got to remind yourself that they've seen people's behinds umpteen times and ought to be viewing such an area dispassionately. You can ask for a chaperone if you want. I did when the dr offered it, but it wasn't much use because a nurse came in and stood OUTSIDE the curtain lol. Maybe they'll have more sense where you live lolol.