(((fuzzybear)))))) it feels safe to avoid, its sensible you chose it when things were overwhelming for you.. believe in yourself and your goodness and if you are able, accept that you have grown.. you are smarter than ever before.. you have a better idea now of what you want and dont want to be present in your life.. you may be able to examine the current elements in your life and discard those that no longer provide yourself with the best opportunities for healing.. allow those thoughts and ideas which at one time were helpful to fall away now that you no longer need them... love to you always dearest kind fuzzy

p.s. no matter what the Doc says today fuzzy you have us, you can make it hon, goodness will follow you all your days and even that which appears to be 'bad' news is yet another opportunity for healing... your good buddy always and forever hon