I guess its not therapys thought. But compared to people not in therapy, I feel like I'm an alien. I find myself talking to much when all anyone else was doing was/is sort of just general chit chat. I find myself wanting to give solutions, analyst every %#@&#! thing anyone says. I can't see the person anymore, they've become a freudlian slip to be analysed...I feel tired with it all...I dont feel very humble infact I feel more narcisstic and special because of the constant twice wkly sessions that are all about me...oh I can hear T saying, but perhaps you need it to be about you at the moment? or some other flick of the tail remark...I even considered going back to be an active drunk today..thinking what have I achieved? I don 't feel I've achieved anything...%#@&#! all..zitch...zero...bollocks.
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Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished. If you're alive, it isn't. ~Richard Bach
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