Hey again everyone and thanks for all the kind responses.

They really do help-having others insights and thoughts to compare too.

Borderline- I try and focus on things that need to be done or other things that I enjoy when I am away from him. I have a hard time keeping busy though because I tend to just sit there and zone out and worry and wonder about what he is doing or thinking or planning. Sometimes I will be really good and motivated and keep busy but for the most part I just zone out and worry and make myself more paranoid then I started out being.

Baby G- I don't really have anything of his to take with me, aside from clothes, which I often wear when I am away from him, lol. I'm the same way-constantly paranoid and worried. Sometimes I get myself so worked up that I have anxiety attacks. I get thrown off and all out of whack if he even says he is going to have a guys night one night on the weekend as opposed to hanging out with me. I know guys are entitled to guys nights, but, it's just like another thing I can't handle. I just know I'll be all worried on vacation if he doesn't text me or call me and so on. I know that the majority of these thoughts are all in my head and aren't reality....it's just getting myself to believe them that is the problem.