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I guess its not therapys thought. But compared to people not in therapy, I feel like I'm an alien. I find myself talking to much when all anyone else was doing was/is sort of just general chit chat. I find myself wanting to give solutions, analyst every %#@&amp;#! thing anyone says. I can't see the person anymore, they've become a freudlian slip to be analysed...I feel tired with it all...I dont feel very humble infact I feel more narcisstic and special because of the constant twice wkly sessions that are all about me...oh I can hear T saying, but perhaps you need it to be about you at the moment? or some other flick of the tail remark...I even considered going back to be an active drunk today..thinking what have I achieved? I don 't feel I've achieved anything...%#@&amp;#! all..zitch...zero...bollocks.

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it is truly difficult to grow Mouse.. it is even harder when those around you are stuck or accept things just as they are and dont offer their assistance.. often they have developed relationships which support their own dysfunction and having acquired that much in life, feel content to leave matters just as they are...

we musnt allow these people to hold us back from healing even tho for times, at times, we feel alone in our progress.. it causes us to wonder what is the point if there are few others in our area to share this new healing feeling with..

thats why it is important to surround yourself with healthier friends and as able continue to extend a helping hand to those around us.. rise above Mouse and make your way.. others are often only to willing to do their part to keep us stuck for their own advantage.. dont blame, just continue to progress.. you will make it...

sending kind healing thoughts always