we took a break last week... mandatory so to speak because of my blowing it and si... i don't think he will let me miss t this week... for the same reason... but not sure when he will want to start up with the report again... he wasn't thrilled that i followed through with the urges and didn't attempt anything in our safety plan... and i am not sure what he meant when he said "it's my job to make sure you are safe" guess i will find out when i go on Thursday... if he was going to do anything to drastic i don't think he would have let me leave last week... but he was really upset... lyn