tishie.. i would rather not go into detail but, according to what i know, holding someone down and injecting them with a substance is forcing. she and a few of her friends, however, told me she was trying to convince me it was fun and an okay activity and that i would embarrass her if i did not take anything in that company. and resistance often leads to problems....

vetswife, i've sent her a text saying there is no use in contacting me because our friendship is over. i wouldn't use the phone either, she always starts to cry and that is my weak point. i would get a restraining order if i wasn't leaving out of country in about a month.

better try hanging on until that...

i'm not even going out because of this this is only feeding the psychotic thoughts