gah ww! I'm in tears reading this. It sometimes hurts so much to know that someone does understand this type of thing. No one should have to know what those bodily sensations and then lack of sensations are like.

also.......validation. it wasn't there long ago so when someone says they understand and especially something making a truckload of sense.........well.........puddle of tears.......someone believes me and gets this? puddle of tears

I'm tired of being a freakin onion with this many teary layers!!!

thank you for being so kind especially when you are at your wits end and in need of serious rest and much help. I wish that for you.

gotta go blow this nose.......Scusa and neem me niet kwalijk