i've been doing meds and therapy for over 10 years

the other piece to the puzzle is i just got diagnosed with a brain lesion that it turns out has been responsible for cognitive and psysical deficits. you know those magazine articles that the person says "i went to 27 doctors before i got the right diagnosis?" that's how i felt when i got the lesion diagnosis and the explanation of what it does and that even though it is in my head all the things that have been happening to me were't " all in my head " lol TTFN <font color="purple"> </font>