thanks everyone. i just decided to go over to my boyfriend's house. but i'm doing it in the wrong way, i told my parents i would not go if they don't want me to take me to the train station.

they shouldn't do it. they shouldn't let me have these demands. but i take comfort in the fact that mom has some business to do over there and that justifies the whole thing.

anyway.. thanks for your input, each and every one of you. it's been helpful talking about this. =)