I'm feeling so overwhelmed today,
I don't think I can do this,
Today is a bad day and always will be a bad day.
I trying to be good, trying to keep busy, made a little list of things to do, my mom made me one too.
Keep busy keep busy so there are no memories,
little reminders everywhere, sudden waves of memories.
I don't think I can do this...
My time confusion is horrible,
All I keep thinking about is blood in front of E.R. doors,
all that pain, my shoulders are so tense,
they where all liars, such liars,
how dare they lie to me, I watched, I knew, I saw,
She went peacefully, what a lie, what a %#@&#! lie
My chest is so tight, I can feel my tears but am I really crying?
Nothing is real, nothing matters, all I can see is the bad things in my mind and the blood in front of ER doors,
Bad day, Bad day
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