3 weeks tomorrow, since i've relapsed. this is the longest i've gone in over a year without cutting. It's so hard though, i have to keep myself away from anything sharp, the temptation is so strong still... i even find it hard to use a pencil in class(summer school)
i promised my guy friend that i would try my hardest to stop, and i will never lie to him, or break my word...
it's weird, we're both in love with each other, but we're not together. and all these girls are always jumping all over him, and guys me, i wish life weren't so messed up. people hurt others for no reason at all.

BOTTOM LINE IS: Does the temptation to cut ever lessen? I don't know how much longer I can handle this.