((((((((((freewill)))))))))))),

I am so sad that you are going through all of this.......I wish I knew something that would help, but I have no experience with OCD......If I did, you can be sure I would be first to PM you with some help......I can only offer you my hugs & my prayers however.....I know that doesn't fix the problem....but hopefully knowing that I care will help in it's own way.

Hugz,
Debbie