mine doesn't give email access either, which is probably for the best... i'd end up sending emails and then regretting it. At least in a phone message he can hear my tone to go with the words.
sunrise, that is such a good example of the sort of trust issues that have arisen with my T too.. it actually taught me about what trust actually is. i still run into that wall occasionally... and i always think wait, this is about what i think of
me.. and then i realise it's also about what i am trusting him with... it's a tangled web
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“This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness.” -His Holiness, the Dalai Lama
I will not kneel, not for anyone. I am courageous, strong and full of light. Find someone else to judge, your best won't work here.