Don't think nobody will listen, you are important and the darn depression is screwing up your emotions. Do you see someone for the depression? If so, maybe talk with him/her and see if you could bring your family there for a session of two, so the counselor could explain some of what you're going through, and that you're don't a drama queen, it's the illness and unless they have had it, they will not understand it from you. I too am afraid to allow strangers into my life, don't have any friends and talk with people forget it, I feel they are judging me for the way I talk or look.

I hope things work out for you and that life with your family gets better and no more big fights. Vent here anytime you need too.