YOU ARE NOT A SCREW UP, YOU ARE NOT STUPID, you have alot to live for, you do have friends but with the illness you just don't see that right now. It wasn't your time to pass on, the lord only takes the ones that he needs to do wonderful things up there.

Are you seeing a counselor? If so, please printout what you posted and bring it with you and so it to them, that way you can talk it over with them and they can help you.

Hold on things will get better, Please don't do anything hurtful to yourself, if it gets that bad please go to the hospital.

Wishing you happiness, which you deserve.

Cindy