This wont last for life Angel if you are prepared to take some risks (risks other than what you are used to i mean) Sometimes we have to change the way that we think in order to move on ... this is exremely difficult with PTSD, ANXIETY and depression ....

The only way to make this happen has to come from within you ... you gently have to start to trust your T a little at a time ... you have been badly hurt in the past and let down, not everyone will let you down hon ..... i hear you, i understand, you're so not alone in this. Just baby steps .... good luck, take care and have faith in yourself .... that courage is inside of you ....

love, Kerry xoxoxoxoxo