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One would think I know all the tricks and should be able to heal myself, but it doesn't work that way.

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I do know that "mental illness" is "real". I am not questioning that. I am searching for answers. Maybe some things there may not be flat out answers..

A female T once told me to never ask why. That didn't work for me because I am the type of person that needs to understand the whys of why this or that happens. Once I can understand and connect the whys to whatever I need to know, I tend to do better.