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purplebutterfly said:
im feeling abandoned and useless and urges are coming fast.
im sad im weak im angry and who really cares, not sure why i am posting other than i need to get this out- just wanting to go to sleep and escape the reality of my life.

IM NOT WORTH IT

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I too get these feelings quite often and can relate to you and the fact that you do need to vent, good on you for doing that.