<font color="purple">So you are saying that your children whould be better off without a father, and that your girlfriend would be better off raising your children alone? Being a child myself, and knowing just how painful it is to lose somebody that close, I know that this isn't true.

Even though, at this moment in time, and during many moments in time, you feel like people are better off without you- the truth is... that no matter how bad you think you are, you still matter, that people still love you very dearly... and that a loss is a loss ...if you are held close, by at least one person in this world, that if you were to die, if you were to kill yourself...that the person would be in alot of pain.

Your girlfriend loves you, your children love you, and many people here at PC- even though we've never even met you, love you...in our own ways. To all of us, your death would mean nothing, but such great pain, and such greif.

I don't want... to make you feel bad, I'm just being honest. </font>