Even though my T has passed all of the trustworthy check point I've had, I still find myself in situations like this past week questioning the therapeutic relationship. I think this might just be part of the whole process. Some stage/ phase in a therapy protocol. I often wonder if some researcher has published some a algorithm to describe whatever process I am working through. Instead of th stages of grief...it is the stages of chaotic becoming less freaky.

I've often questioned if I am with the right T. But I've decided that I was going to have trouble connecting with anyone, so I might as well stick with who I have. This was an important turning point in my therapy.