((((Purple)))) (((((Griffe)))) (((((J))))) (((((Muffy))))

Thank you all for the hugs, they help, I'm trying to focus on all the good memories I had with them, and how I am never without them because they live in my heart and in my memories
It's just so hard, just so many things they have missed they would have loved to seen, prom, graduation, all the plays, birthdays, all of that.

I just miss them so much, I was so blessed to have such strong and loving women in my life, my mimi and my nana where like two more mothers, I spent so much of my childhood with them, bouncing back and forth. All the stories, all the lullabies, all the silly games.
Sometimes I wish I was 7 just so I can see them again, to hear their voices again, to give them hugs and see the smiles on their faces.
I feel so bad, my little sister never got that, or at least won't rember it. She didn't get to have them in her life like she should have.
I feel so guilty, so responsible.