So I quit booze over 5yrs ago. Quit irregular pain med abuse over a yr ago...but I have this creeping feeling inside of me that I have a psychological addiction to my anti-depression meds. I take remeron and they do have a sedating effect...I look forward to my night time routine where I take them and know they will knock me out....my day I kinda of just sleep walk through perhaps partly because of the groggy feelings left over and perhaps because its the only thing that gives me comfort the thought of taking them at night...almost like the only method of self-care I know.....is it possible to be psychologically dependent to this degree where you loose interest in anything but taking a pill? Its the action of taking them that simulates me, gives me a reason to live???