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Everything is bothering me today, im trying to cover and hide my emotions, but I need to let it out and the only way I know how to deal with it is by cutting. No need to post anything it doesn't matter, I have so many scars from cutting that one more won't matter. Not sure what to say anymore other than Im sorry for not being a positive influence here at PC.

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(((purple)))) i wish you didnt add pressure to yourself to feel positive when you just are unable to at this time.. give yourself some kindness and let yourself feel your feelings... in time your emotions will become more pleasant... now just allow yourself to feel as you do... it takes time and please be careful and cautious with your self... one day you will understand your purpose of living... for now if you can, accept that there is a very good reason for your existence and do what you can to let that person come forward.... muffy is right too... gather support from as many sources as you are able in case of unforeseen circumstances that might prevent you from accessing one or the other.... best to you always