I believe in.. 'me and my circumstances'.. you might be diagnosed with anorexia nervosa.. but your mind could have extra points.. and you will cope with your circumstances with something.. already set.. do i explain myself? is like.. you want to hide your real issues with another one.. or -kinda like me- suicidal behavior... ( i dont know if i can comment stuff like these..). Dude, i dont have dismorphia either, or social phobia.. And like you i feel happier starving .... The point is.. we fit in the restricting behavior.. the food habits... but not the psychological matters, and so... i think is harder for us to recover...