I think i started overeating because i wanted all to see.. -those that were pointing out to me: anorexic!!-.. that i eat as much or even more than them -yep, i overeat in front of people as well as hidden- and.. that developme.. i think.. anxiety... /cause i dont want to get fat, but i dont want to lose more weight and later get caught/.. and, i wonder... have i reached the bottom, please.. read this and tell me:
I had no money this one day... so i couldnt buy food... i borrowed some.. and buy some chocolate... but that didnt satisfied... stupid stomach!!...
... and i wanted more... i made one of my friends buy me cookies... and .. i wanted more.. i stole food... then, you can guess, i wnated more and more!... so i tried to steal some more.. but i couldnt, and started to think... i'll eat what shes gonna leave.. i mean.. I WAS gonna eat leaftovers from extrangers!! .. food from the garbage!! .. you would like to hear i didnt do it... i got home and ate almost a box of corn flakes with honey (after eating dinner)... im so dissapointed, desperate, and lost. ...I think ive reached bottom, and im afraid that this kind of things are going to happen everyday... .. are they? Please.. somebody?!