i told my boyfriend (justin) that i cheated on him and was expecting him to go right off at me and dump me which i full on deserved. but instead he said that i must not love him that much i told him that i did and would do anything to change what happened then i started crying and he said he was angry but he would give me one chance. i am so greatful for that but he is bottling up how angry he is with me and i know it is going to blow up one day and im gonna cop it i am not sure where i am getting with this but i feel horrible which i full on deserve

I AM A BAD PERSON

what do i do?