(((((Dingoroo)))))

I hear you from deep within my soul. I understand with every breath you and I take. The secrets get so loud at times they hurt and they radiate within and seem to radiate without making it aqs though others can see exactly what you see. But they cannot. Believe me, they cannot.

You are stronger than you think because you were able to come here and post. I am proud of you for that. That is a big step. Everything will work out. Just take one moment one second at a time if you have to. Breath in slowly--breath out slowly--breath in slowly--breath out slowly--you are not alone. Someone else knows now.

I have been where you are right now. I have stood right where you are standing. I know it is hard to feel like you are not responsible--but you are NOT. You are just in need of someone to understand--someone to hold out there hand for you to hold on to. I am throwing out a rope for you to grab onto-------------------------------------------------------please hang on. I will be here for you whenever you need to talk. Just PM me.

I have had to ask so many times to be heard--to be held--and it is ok. You are no sook--you are someone who is hurting and needs to be heard and held. There is nothing wrong with that. Have faith that your boyfriend will be okay.

The right behind being a clergy or religious belief--is NOT a right to hurt ANYONE AT ANYTIME. The secrets they put on you to hold are very harmful and should be told. They have no right to do what they do in the name of God. God would NOT do that. He is a loving God not someone that would hurt you.

NOTHING justifies religious abuse. NOTHING. I admire you for being able to write what you have written. Maybe someday, I will be able to let go of some of what I went through.

Thank you for taking the risk to share and know you are not alone. Take care of you and get help if you need to. You were the victim that was once silenced but you are a survivor. Know you are not alone anymore. You are cared about and are supported here.

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