What a beautiful post, what beautiful questioning...
For me, I needed to be surrounded by others just as eccentric as I am, to grow, into my unique personality...until I found my core group of friends, I was lost as lost could ever be.....not fitting in most places, getting fired from job after job just for being different, was the reason many employers gave....quite sad actually....I have a very sad past, awkward into my early thirties...but NOW I'm confident, well balanced, and just aware how much I love myself, just for ME and how I am
Thank God I found my core group of people, they, and I, worked collaborately to get me like this