Anxiety is the word for the day seeker1950 - I know what you feel - I'm there right now.

And what makes me even more upset is this is being twisted to make it my fault. And I quote from this person's lips this morning, "I know I've done this same thing in the past but I swear this time it was different." My heart and head are in agreement this time that this lie was calculated for reasons that are too long to type.

I've got to learn to listen to that gut.

And except for my love of cuddling and tenderness, I totally understand being alone - it almost seems easier at this point.

Thanks for your post. Glad to know I am not alone.