(((((((((((((( pegasus )))))))))))))))
never give up hope my friend. I don't have the right words to help you feel better but I'm sitting next to you and I believe in you, and that things will get better even though they don't feel like it now. Stay here with us and keep posting.
love always
fuzzy
PS thanks for persuading me not to take that cave break, why should I run away and be alone

(been there done that, no thanks. )