Sannah, thanks for the post...the narcissism is my own feeling of "I should be the one able to fix this mess, since I am a good psychologist...no one as good or as smart as me." I don't really think that, but that sort of comes out in analysis as competition with the analyst and has taken quite a long time to let my autonomy go and let her help me with out having my intelligence and competence threatened...or at least I am trying. Hard to do when depressed, apparently...any other suggestions out there?

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