Welcome back (((((((( Troy ))))))))
Remember that all that you do is a learning experience. While you were away, you learned that sometimes in this life we need connections in order to help us heal. While there are some things that we can tackle on our own, there are times when we haven't learned the right lessons yet and need to continue reaching out, learning, touching and applying all we learn each day.
Nothing that happens is failure.....as long as the lesson is applied when needed to learn and heal from it. You are doing just that I'm sure.
In our quest for self help and healing we find our boundaries of what we can handle at any given time. You are learing your boundaries which may stay the same for awhile or may change at any given time. Step by step you will make it......like we all do
Glad you have joined us again Troy....and I wish you well.

sabby