WOW!!! First you beat me to a pulp on another forum here, sending me unravelling into a major tailspin, questioning my very identity claiming you're not my doctor and can't diagnose me, while in the same breath you 'imply' who I am. You claimed that my meds should be working by now. You claimed that the rapidness of my cycles are concurrent with a completely different dx. You've left me sitting in the darkness of the abyss not even knowing who or what I am anymore. I'm lost. You had no right to come on here and make indirect accusations at me but you did. Did you ever stop and think what that would do to me? You already knew I was residing in the darkness of the abyss. You already knew I was suicidal but yet none of that stopped you from 'suggesting' I had something that is much harder to treat, that most doctors won't even touch. You even said that yourself. YOU HAD NO RIGHT!!! And now you come over here and beat somebody else up. This is a site for support. You should've showed it to me and now you should be showing it to Gary. I would've thought somebody who has the job that you do, would know how to treat people here. We didn't come here to get battered and bruised. Then you end your last post to me with "I'm sorry". That's all fine and good that you're apologizing but is that supposed to lift me out of the darkness to which you sent me even further than I already was? I told you my ADs weren't enough, that I was extremely depressed and yet you give negative replies to me. Thanks Doc!!! Really appreciate all the support you gave me. It's really helping, NOT!!! I feel battered, bruised and very confused now. Now I feel the need to go through all that very horrible and painful testing again. It was hell the first time but yet now I need to go through it again. Maybe you're right and I'm wrong, my pdoc's are all wrong. Geez, you've sent me right back to square one again. Don't do the same to my friend. He doesn't deserve it. Having a pdoc on the site could be a positive thing, I hope in the future you really think about what you say to us here and question on how positive your response is before you hit the 'submit'. BTW, welcome to the site, I do hope you'll stay but as I said, I hope your replies to people here will be more positive in the future.