im scared ive got an eating disorder. i think ive put weight on but i just eat unhealthily a lot. one or two of my friendsve said so. ive made myself sick before but it doesnt seem to work. i feel i cant do exercise and've quit all the stuff i used to do (swimming, dance, rock climbing) because i felt too ashamed to show my body in public. its disgusting. im disgusting. all i can do is skip a few meals and do what little i can in my room, but im stuck in a rut, im sure im getting fatter, uglier, disgusting.
me.