I am so sorry you are struggling so much right now. It can be so lonely to not be heard or supported. It sounds like your relationship with your parents is not very supportive of you. I am sorry you are missing this from your family.

Dealing with strong emotions can be very hard for some people and your friends may not be in a place where they can't support you right now like you need. I am sorry about your counselor at school. Sometimes pastors can be a source of comfort.

If you ever need someone to talk to don't hesitate to PM me.

BB