"i was born to to given away....breed me, breed me, lie to me ,lie to me, give me away" -from first to last

i never felt this way before, but the more i look into my issues the more i realize....i hate who i am....i was adopted....and taken in by a great family who treat me perfectly....but the other side of that is....my birth mother didnt want me....she gave me away....i feel like i have people issues because i wasnt wanted from the very beginning....literally out of the womb, i was betrayed....my own mother didnt want me, let alone random people i meet over the years...why the hell would i expect people to care, when i cant even be accepted by the woman who gave birth to me....

maybe im looking at the negative side of my situation, but i dont see a postive side to this anymore