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I think you just have to trust your therapist on this. They will not let anything bad happen to you. Trust. Its just what you need and before we knew it, you are already relenting to him/her all those feelings you have. Know what is good in you? It is somehow you still manages not to commit the act and for me, that is one good reason that you are not letting those feelings get over you. And I wanna commend you on that. And what you need right now is really trust yout therapist on this. They know what they are doing...