thanks snowflakes, ive only seen my T 5 times and i guess that not enough to acutally trust someone....thats my main issue and i know they're there not to judge me..but i have trouble with when people have the opportunity to judge me, and thats my other issue....i leave for college on the 20th or so so i will only get to see my T like three more times at the most....unless i go twice a week but i don tthink she would wanna do that...idkkkkk blah alot on the mind eh? lol