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Hi! I think that is what guilt is all about. It brings you discomfort. You fret over every action you take as to its possible negative consequence to others, even if this means that you must ignore your needs and wants. Since you already confessed that you are gay, you should no longer feel guilty about what your doing. Its just a state of mind. For as long as you believe you havent done anything wrong that will harm others in some ways, then your free from it. Its understandably that you are feeling liked that because of our current social mores and norms and especially if you have a religious upbringing. But you see, for as long as you happy with your decision and that you are not stepping on other peoples feet then it is ok. Off course, I am not saying that being gay is okay but for as long as you are happy and contented with what your feeling regardless of what your sexual preference is then it is okay. This is only a proof of your superego contradicting your id. The internalized moral standards and ideals(superego) versus the pleasure principle (id)which strives for immediate gratification of all desires, wants, and needs. What your experiencing right now is just the Interaction of the Id, Ego, and Superego. As for you my friend, you must have a good ego strength to be able to effectively manage these pressures.