Thanks so much to all of you

thanks fuzzybear, you always send hugs and kind words my way when I post on here (really grateful)

thank you nowheretorun

thanks nightbird, me and my boyfriend are still together (although struggling, it's complicated because there are issues with his family members)

thank you dev123

downinatick... I'm not seeing a counselor through the docs or anything like that (I tried and it didn't work out), at my old college is a social worker and she's qualified in counseling and we do keep in touch with each other. The making friends part is hard, I'm trying, but I've got so run down I don't feel able to anymore (I guess I need to find my confidence again)
Thank you for your support (your criptonite reference put a smile on my face for a while) and thank you for the hug

I'm still struggling, but I'm trying... there's been something else that has happened recently that has really made me feel a lot, lot worse.
Molly