I haven't seen my kids since January. Their father won't allow me to see them because of this guy who was stalking/harassing me--who is now leaving me alone! Things have been especially great the past week. Their dad is being a butthead still. I am very, very, very, very upset by not seeing my kids. I can't go on like this. They are what kept me going before and now I have nothing. This is mostly what has been bothering me the past week. It's partly PTSD related from a couple years ago as well. My kids are clearly upset about not seeing me and won't even talk to me on the phone. Their dad may or may not even let me call at the scheduled times. I am emotionally F--ed up. I could post this in the PTSD forum or depression, or anywhere, possibly, because it involves a lot mentally. Their dad is who I had a severe PTSD reaction to a couple years ago, and it's still hanging around. So this situation doesn't help at all. :sobbing: