((((((((((((((((((((((((( pink ))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I often tell T "I have no idea what you're saying" when he gets too complicated for me in that moment. Therapy is confusing enough anyhow, and I'm totally likely to start interpreting the things he says completely incorrectly unless he can just simplify it and tell me what he's really saying.

I think Miss C had a really good point - tell him about the SI, but tell him you really need to be there.

You are being so brave! I know it's hard to take down those walls, push the anger aside, and let him in, but this is your chance to let yourself reconnect....let yourself go and get what you need, pink.

Good luck today. I hope your session brings you some peace.