I am so glad that you can see things this way. There is light at the end of tunnel after all no matter how small it may be seen if at all. Light comes after darkness. Take care and I hope to get to know you better as I am new here. Baby steps are glorious. Watch an infant walk for the first time and you will see amazement on their faces and you will on yours. Take care and Hugs to help you along the way. Linda <font color="black"> </font>