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It was more that I expressed inpatience and frustration with T that stands out. I got inpatient with her and she didn't disappear.

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And also experiencing feeling frustrated with her and me not disappearing or fearing she will now be of no use to me. I felt frustrated with her and didn't destroy her in the process,. I still carried the hope that she may have "failed" at putting the table "right" but she doesn't continue to fail. I think thats a biggy for me.

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Wow, this is deep analysis Mouse! Good job!