I have always said I need therapy until I'm 93, not sure why I chose that age. From time to time we discuss what to do next. He said that most people look forward to being discharged (terminated). He reassured me that he wouldn't discharge me next week but went into a long speech about how much I have grown and the time would be coming. He feels I have learnt everything. Well, that's rubbish because nobody knows everything and I still have major problems.

Therapy is my life, I will die without it. If he discharges me I won't be able to get back into the NHS because he runs the whole show, and what he says goes!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!