Sunrise, the whole, I wanted to be a T thing was my fantasy. Not my T's fault that I dissociated so much and made an imaginary world. In previous posts I blamed T for not correcting my delusions. The truth is I made up that fantasy world. Imagined I had wings. Coming down frm a delusion like that takes years... apparently!

My T has done a lot for me, I can't fault him really, it was up to me to realize what was real and what was made up. Like I said, I have a lot of problems.